I feel alone today, even though your sisters are with me you not being here is hard. Your little sister Heaven looks just like you so she helps me out alot. She can never take your place but it seems like when I hug her I hug you. You're birthday is coming up soon. Not looking forward to it but hopefully Mom will do ok this year. You would have been 5. I wonder what you would have looked like and been like. Would you still have that Blonde curly hair? Would you have known all your ABC's? Would you have been able to ride a bike? I will never know because God needed you at the time he took you and you know what he must have done it for a good reason. I know he did matter of fact. I look at your pictures time to time and think to myself how beautiful you were and how you lit up my life. Your sisters know all about you!!! How special you are and how much you love them. Well baby Mommy loves you and I am always thinking about you. I love you Mommy