She passed away in a terrible car accident. i will never forget that day. It was Mikes birthday, I knew there had been a bad car accident but at the time it never crossed my mind that it was her. When the state police showed up at my door I knew she was gone and the only thing I could do was fall to my knees and scream. The saddest thing for me was to see Mike cry and say " Theres no more PopPop and she didn't even know it was my birthday. To hear him say those words to me broke my heart and to this day i feel so bad and sometimes it hurts to look at Mike knowing he's in pain and he lost his best friend.Her furneral is still a daze to me. I'm starting to remember bits and pieces. I know her casket was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen,it was a light pink and faded to white at the bottom. She had so many flowers and so many people came to pay their respects to her, people I only or I should say we only met once or twice but she made such a huge impact on their lives they came and said good-bye to her. Of course it was a closed casket. The day she was buried was hard but the hardest things for me were picking out the clothes she was going to wear,pouring out the bottles I prepared for her waiting for her to come home,going through her belongings and finally realizing my baby is never coming back.